Where has the time gone?

I swear it was just yesterday since the last time I posted. But no, it’s been so much longer than that! I think the older we get the quicker time seems to pass us by. Then we look back & wonder where it all went. I’ve always thought I’d have more time – for friends, family, love, education, travel, all the experiences that make life worth living. My greatest fear is that when I leave this world, I will leave no significant mark on it. What have I accomplished? Has my being here on this earth made a difference in anyone’s life? Over the last few years, I’ve been volunteering my time on & off to non-profit charities. But has it really made a difference? Have my few contributions changed the world? I don’t think so.

I’ve become so withdrawn in the year and half. Hardly anything holds my interest for long. I used to love to read and scrapbook. And although I do still read, it’s not nearly as much as I used to.

So I’ve decided to make some changes…

This year I applied & was accepted into a Business Administration program at a community college. I’m only 8 courses away from completing an Associates degree. Then I plan to transfer to a university to finish a Bachelor’s degree in Finance & a possible minor in Accounting.

I can’t just sit & wait around any longer. If I want to change my life & help change the lives of others, I need to act now. I’m not getting any younger (not that I’m all that old), but if I don’t force myself to change now, I may never.

On a final note. If there’s anyone who still checks in on this blog. I’m so sorry for not keep up with it. So many things happened in 2009 and I expect 2010 to just has busy. But I will try harder to keep journaling. It may prove to be the best therapy out there & it’s free!

Have a happy rest of your new year.


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